Saturday, August 16, 2008

stagnation of a *bubble...



CHILDHOOD IS NOT FROM BIRTH TO A CERTAIN AGE,AND "AT" A CERTAIN AGE:

tangible dreams.
strings of a,b,c,d....
eye spy-hunting treks.
forceful mango showers.
being a member of "sahara" family.
runny noses,peeing off-guard.
re-runs of "dekh bhai dekh".
waking up 2 friends screamin at me,for delaying our game.
screenings of bruno and simon birch.
and devoting my "study time" to mary poppins,anasthesia,pochahontas,antz,aristrocats and POOH!!!(sperms)



THE CHILD "IS" GROWN,AND PUTS AWAY CHILDISH THINGS:

PAST.
beginning,givin way 2 an ending-to a "triode" friendship.
walks in leaf carpeted alleys from 9-9:30pm,wid skipping heartbeats.
meaningful hugs,and lip-smacking pickles from didu!
11th june.buntane."life-long-sister".
terrace addas.cloud catchings.
"all play and no work" ISA meetings.
impatient "prolonged" waitings in principal's office.
orange city lights against pitch black canvas.
dawn struck park-circus.
"up and down" wranglings,regarding script writing.
winter silence.
silent screams.
midnight song dedications,prior to icse.
cursing humanity,for creating such "heavy" histories.
transformation of my bedsheet into a world-map,dotted with high and low pressure regions.(for geography exam.
beginig of another heart-touching "triode"friendship.
29th march.
wondering about "accidents" and my "accidental existence"
surrenders,as midnight shoulder...
waiting for the tie to be handed and knotted.
arousings.
alas!!!breaking a few promises and hearts.
(sperms)



CHILDHOOD IS THE KINGDOM WHERE,NOBODY DIES:

PRESENT----
oblique dreams.
shinchan.
"butterflies in stomach" seeing,someone.
waiting for harry potter book release,which is never going to happen,again.
carbon compounds.
vexing vectors.
spinnin spiryogyara.
.........................and...ALAAAS!!!THE "MARQUEE ATTRACTIONIST"---bilawaal.....bilawaal bhutto!*drools*
so what if i havent joined"dont kill him coz he's hot"-like communities in facebook...
i can still manage,to like him"quietly" cant i?
(sperms)


conclusion---i grew up...surrounded by sperm models/stuffed toys/sperm t-shirts/sperm magz/n more....n more of "spermed" stuff...thanks to my mother's existence as a succesful,doctor!

11 comments:

* bemused! said...

"tangible dreams/strings of a,b,c,d../reruns o dekh-bhai-dekh/mary poppins,anastatia../life-long sisters/..isa meetings.../midnyt song dedications../oblique dreams.." ...

n so the story goes on....



friends..lost n found/dreams...technicoloured hue/time...wiled away../classes...BUnKED../st.xaviers canteen...surveyed n scanned..o n d football grounds too!/pujo..rediscovered.../n football's love-life tooo.../late night Adda(talking)sessions..gyan..goppo etc../unfinished maths projects...VH1 instead../phone bills ..shooting through the roof../rolicks and ice-cream.."true love" for some.."blackforest" for others./...natok and kanna(melodrma to the core...)/...lunches..n..walks...n antakshari in parks../red hot chilli peppers ...n snow../rain-dance../"life-long sisters"/..mood swings..n
crazy hormones!...

....ye we're growing up!
n having the most amazing time of our lives..aren't we..?

losing these days is a scary thought..but then again...the story has to go on...

``lovely thoughts..
the writings nice(not as good as your previous ones)...but that doesnt matter..

:)

p.s-bilawal bhutto *sigh*

* bemused! said...

i think im gonna pick up from where you left off..
lets see!

wide-eyed-vagabond. said...

u cudnt have "reflected" better!!!
btw,please,...talk bout our eye-candy-ing...!*drools...n more ov 'em*

Unknown said...

tor ekta talent achhe,janish??tui khub kom kothae onek kichhu bolte parish!!ami ETO kotha etota compress kore,kintu still purota bhalo kore bujhie bolte partamna!!nice musings..........man,kotota boro hoe gelam,fott kore,tai na??

* bemused! said...

@ rajorshi.

no one grows up "fott" kore..
it took time..lots of it..
n we're growing up still now..

@ wide -eyed-vagabond..
i surely will!

*sigh*

* bemused! said...

why stagnation of a bubble?

the shadow of the Grim said...

hmmmm...........growin' upp..........well-----it has its advantages and disadvantages....as a child u try to behave as a grown upp.....once grown...u seem to ponder on ur childhood memories...confusing.......*sigh*...indeed---we're growin up---and dats y we take in things in such a komplicated manner........well dats lyf.......and keep njoyin!!

wide-eyed-vagabond. said...

@shomok

its better to have,wounded knees,than broken hearts,u noe...

so "no" sigh-ing....eh!...*breathe*

Brandy..... said...

its quite amaizing how u can compress such a lot of incidents in so short ......... da top two articles r really vry different frm da oders ...... it was a real lyk experience dat u made me go thru !! it was indeed real lyk ........ cuz its real after all ...... it was verry good ......... i lyked it ........... though i read it with the skipping heart beats feeling !!! dunno y !!!



wel i have jus one more thing to say ........ u remembah u had told me abt an astrologer in US(dun remember xactly) who told u dat u wud write a novel at da age of 17 .................... ...........

i tel u now i dat i did believe dat ............ nd i still do now .....


wel i jus wnt u to write more on the happier(innocent fun, joy) aspects ......
my fav colours as u noe black nd white ........ nd i dun lyk ppl neglecting white u noe ......... its much more important dan da black ..............though black is da more practical one !!

Brandy..... said...

i hope i did it correctly dis tym !!

Brandop Dunlop
u noe wat Brandy... da name of chordada's new family member, a golden retriever !!!

wide-eyed-vagabond. said...

@brandy...
thanz a ton...
u were a part of it...
so i wanted u 2 put forwrd,your views...